Say What?

It is pretty sad that Mr. Right has fallen from grace and is only Mr. Right Now from now on. It seems his playful suggestion that we have a threesome with my hot bff/neighbor who is MARRIED turned serious behind my back and I caught the two moral-less sex addicts talking (and who really knows what else) much to my displeasure.

I told her that I expected this of him, but she was suppose to be my best friend. Men like him will cum and go, but women should stick together.

So I had to let her go.

But it wasn't a complete loss... I decided I couldn't take losing both of them at once and anyway, I want to be the one to decide when it's over between me and him. Maybe even hurt him the way he hurt me... So I kept him around for my enjoyment. I told him that I am just using him for sex now. It will never be beautiful or special between us again, he cut the legs out from under whatever "this" is... Since he is so freaking scared of commitment or titles. He pretty much squelched any hope of a future now... Mission accomplished, well done son.

So we are dating with wild abandonment when he is not traveling for work, I just hope he doesn't kill me with a S.T.D. or knock me up before I tire of the excitement.

I told him he broke my heart. It is such a shame that I have wanted to get to know him for so long and this is how I find out who he really is. He feels it was just a misunderstanding and tries to remind me of my part of the initial fantasy. But I remind him that I clearly said, "This will never REALLY happen because she is MARRIED, and I actually like and respect her husband, unlike you and her."

I have no idea where this crash course is headed, but I like the uncharted territory and the wild ride.